K-Pop Songs that must listen in 2010

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#5 (song for all the girls out there)

~life~(26/9/2010)

1.42am

It's not a day to me,

It's so wrong today,

Calculated wrongly, predicted wrongly,

It's a B@d!!! day to me,

Well I guess it's the sign for me to stop too.

Current life
I couldn't sleep, people keep asking me why am I so emo?

Sorry guys and girls. Being emotional is my hobby..=p

Love
I'm not picky, not choosy, and not playing,

I'm just waiting, waiting for the right time to come,

I'm still good,

I know I am stubborn, but I know what am I doing and what I want,

I already found her, and I am with her no matter how, what and why.


She's the one in my life now, no others, and her position in my heart cannot be replace, I am sure.

No matter what happen in the future, I will not pause my life,

I know there are more important things for me to achieve which is my career,

I am 22 this year, many may say "get a life andy, you are still young"

I know..........I know I will lost my freedom, my teenage life,

Nothing comes free in this world, I do not born in a rich family background, I have to earn everything by myself so that I will appreciate it more even a single cent.

(Yaya...I know how it sound....old man~~)

I save for now and future, so don't keep saying i "kedekut",

I have a dream which is a family build by myself,

I do not want my loved one suffer with me, She deserve the best because nothing will be greater than a girl who willing to sacrifice her life to tie a knot with a man.

I know it's always easy to say, but time will prove everything.

it's already 2.30am, 2 more days to go,

do you sleep well?

hopefully this trip will put a bigger smile on your face when you return.

~Good9~

tears drop on my heart

Just found back this post which suppose to be post up last week,



Everyday I waiting the moment you to say "yes",

Everyday I prepare myself tell the world you are the special one,

Everyday I keep telling myself to wait for you,

Everyday I keep remind myself behave for you,

Every morning I pray for you to smile,

I dream everyday to be with you, holding your hand travel around the world till my last breath,

Today, I know it doesn't matter anymore,

I understand the meaning of "loving someone first have to keep them happy everyday",

I understand the pressure you having,

I understand the difficulty you suffering,

I understand the situation you having,

I understand I love you, I shouldn't make myself a trouble to you,

I even understand I can only shout out "I love you" behind your shadow,

I do not want to scare you, My feeling towards you never change,

I do not want you to stuck in between,

I do not want to put you in difficult situation,

I want you to stay happy everyday, smile everyday,

I decided to throw everything, every dream into the deep sea, forever keep under the sea,

Will you stop me?

The wound is painful,

But My tears will wash away the pain,

A memory will be keep forever, be unknown forever,

It's all my fault, my desire, my feeling drives me crazy for you,

I pull a break, because I love you~I always love you behind your shadow~




*Day after day I See My Life Right Before My Eyes,
Night After Night, I'm Alone Always Wondering Why.
I'm Feeling My Heart Ache, As My Dreams Fade Away,
I Feel The Lost Of Love, Yet I'm still Alone*

YeoJaChinGu

Nu-Nun Na-e Chun-Sa e-Yo~

Na-e YeoJaChinGu ga Tae-Jul-rae-Yo~Michelle?

猜不透

猜不透歌词 猜不透
你最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的戏上了锁
猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的 是热的
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

black spot

I remember someone said before,

Don't do anything guilty, because you will definitely afraid of many things,

You will scare people revenge, threaten, scare everything you snatch back will disappear in sudden & most importantly karma.

I guess this is what happen to me now, it's all about karma. I thought I've changed, for the past years I keep avoiding, yet the black spot always there and haunt me down. Hurt me deeply. I'm scare.....

特別的你

多十天。。。。。。

愛上你是我一生中最幸福的事，每次見到你好想抱你跟你說我有多愛你，多想你。

好想為你做多點事但每次我都會問會自己我是你的誰？我應該以什麽身份來令你開心呢？

你是我這身中遇到最重要的女人， 每一天我都期望叫你一聲 “親愛的“， 或 “老婆“ 但我還要等多久呢？

好想對你說就算未來我們可能要分開一段日子，我還是會等你回來。沒人能代替你在我心目中的位子。曾太太的位子你坐定了。


外面在下着大雨， 你多穿件外套了嗎？


~我會永遠的愛你~

=life= part 2

Recently I see many kind of true faces, We used to called ourselves "Friend" but everything change once I start working. People tend to be very materialistic and like to compare with each other. I do not deny that I also like to compare in order to improve. I wish I could have more friends who able to teach me how to earn more money and improve my business thinking rather than those who always keep asking me to buy them meal & teach me how to spend more than earn. I know I sound materialistic too, We are growing, always look forward, I may sound young when telling people that I'm just 22 this year but think again, I have my own target achievement, I plan for my career for years, I plan for my future, my family and my love. I always tell myself to give the best to my future wife, my future family. I do not need advice from others to plan for my future as I know what is my capability to build my own empire next time.

I might have hundreds of friends, but to be honest, my true friend can be count by five fingers but I never complain as I know at least there is still someone outside there who really treat me as friend and really appreciate lot. No offense to say, I talk based on the individual personality, if the person like to bullshit, then I will treat him or her as bullshit too, I rather save my time for those who I able to gain some useful knowledge.

To those who always carry the words "I depends on relationship". Again, Yes, I build networking from relationship, I build career based on relationship, I make money based on relationship, I might get rich based on relationship. SO WHAT! Are you jealous of me because I am better? I do not have to explain anything about my plan to you who thinking are so immature because you will never know or even understand the matter of business mind. I'm not from a rich family, I weakness how a company grow and fall, how business strategy fail and success, how evil you have to be in order to survive in business world. I ain't those who are born with money around, parents who able to get everything for them. Every cents I have, earned by myself, I work 2-3jobs sometime to save enough. I appreciate every single cents i have. I do my financial planning myself and I believe I succeed. Who are you and what are you to critic about my life as you are worst than me?

sad love

Falling in love with you is really unexpected,

I never though I will fall in love with you so deeply,

We started as a friend, smile like a friend,

Until a day I found out I fall into you without knowing about it,

Dear oh Dear,

I dream of you every night,

I miss you like crazy (Po Go Shi Poh*in Korean)

I afraid you will run away if i straight forward to you,

Everyday my wish is to see you even for a minute,

OMG! I'm out of control,

I'm sorry.....so sorry for fall into you

I know my wish might just be a dream forever, but I will never give up of turning it into reality,

I tried to fill my time with work so that I will not have time to think of you, But I fail.

I've been searching around, flirting around for the past years,

You are the one who make myself put a STOP in my lifeless life,

You are the one who I really save for our future,

You are the one who I change my life for you,

You are the one who I willing to settle down with,

You always put a smile on my face, your voice might not be the special voice but I am sure your voice is the one that I want to hear for the rest of my life.

I used to tell myself true love is a fairytale to teenager, till the day I found you,

You might not be my first love, but I am sure you will be the last one I have in my life,

If there's a chance, I wish to ask "My dear..will you marry me?"

"Andy..You have to wake up..You are dreaming.." someone told me that.

I feel pain when I pinch myself, Am I really dreaming or falling in love with you without confidence?

I would give up everything for one moment with you because for one moment is better than a lifetime of not knowing you.

*Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do*

To the Special one

Dear oh dear,

Dear god please give her strength and give her my health.

She is the one most important person in my life.

She's the one paint my life with colours.

She's the one I want to ask " will you marry me?"

I miss her, I keep thinking of her, I want her to happy and stay healthy everyday.

My heart and soul is given to her and even though I know there will be disappointment, I will never blame myself for making the wrong decision.

"I love you" is all I want to whisper everynight before you sleep.

Again, I just want to see you smile.